Dear the reader..
Idk where i have to start??
But well, i’ll make a flashback story..
But, before that. I’ll introduce my self to you all...
Well, my name is ade dwi arini putri and im from Lumajang I study in junior high school 5 Lumajang.
I think thats enough for my introducing..
Im a weirdo..
In my class, no one ever likes me..
i always doin crazy things i think that what i’ve done just made my friends sick .. I love UK boyband “ONE DIRECTION” i wish that i could come to their tour even just once..
i’ve tried to connect them from twitter, but there is no respond.. L
i always doin crazy things i think that what i’ve done just made my friends sick .. I love UK boyband “ONE DIRECTION” i wish that i could come to their tour even just once..
i’ve tried to connect them from twitter, but there is no respond.. L
So i wrote something here just to let them know how much i love them.. <3
Well, that was about my favorite things.. i have another crazy story about my family..
I have a big bro, he is a sailor and always went all over the world.
He inspire me to be the one who will make a huge change to my fucking crazy life.
I have many relative but, they hate my family so much.
Idk whats the reason maybe its just because they’re jealous on my brother who being a succes person.
But, i dont think that a strong reason to make them hate my family.
They hate my family from when i was kid.
Thats kind of weird things ever if you just walkin to your class then nobody likes you.
And its becoming worse when you walking into your house..
i dont wanna be stress because of that i just want to be happy.
Thats why im doin crazy things everytime i want to.
I dont care what they gonna say when they saw me doin all those riddiculous things.
I did it just to cher me up from the whole my trouble.
I like movies more than everything even know im good enough about my school.
Maybe some people thinking im just a dump girl who like doin crazy things in front of them.
But, dont judge people if u dont know them. thats the most important thing you should know.
Im not really dump in my school, im little bit stand up from few of my friends.
But not really smart for math ... >.< ewwhhh, c’mon maybe its not just me who have that reason.
I think that every students has the same problem about it, but they just too shy to tell everybody
and dont want anybody think that they’re stupid..
hahah, thats makes sense because i wont either to tell my parents that im not really good for that subject.
Because if i tell them they would kill me or even eat me alive.. :o .
hahah yeah they’ll really do that because my bro has never got a bad mark for his math.
He is just cool guy. Has many gf, smart, handsome, popular.
Thats just not me, i mean what to expect about me??
Im a LOSER well, thats true..but who cares about it?? I saw many movies about a loser who’ll become a hero.
But i’ve never seen a movie about a hero become a hero.. ;).
Or a popular people become a hero. Well, maybe thats why i can live any longer in this world.
Just because the thing that you think its big, it doesnt mean it will be create a big thing.
But the thing that you think its just a trash or small will make something big or even great.
He inspire me to be the one who will make a huge change to my fucking crazy life.
I have many relative but, they hate my family so much.
Idk whats the reason maybe its just because they’re jealous on my brother who being a succes person.
But, i dont think that a strong reason to make them hate my family.
They hate my family from when i was kid.
Thats kind of weird things ever if you just walkin to your class then nobody likes you.
And its becoming worse when you walking into your house..
i dont wanna be stress because of that i just want to be happy.
Thats why im doin crazy things everytime i want to.
I dont care what they gonna say when they saw me doin all those riddiculous things.
I did it just to cher me up from the whole my trouble.
I like movies more than everything even know im good enough about my school.
Maybe some people thinking im just a dump girl who like doin crazy things in front of them.
But, dont judge people if u dont know them. thats the most important thing you should know.
Im not really dump in my school, im little bit stand up from few of my friends.
But not really smart for math ... >.< ewwhhh, c’mon maybe its not just me who have that reason.
I think that every students has the same problem about it, but they just too shy to tell everybody
and dont want anybody think that they’re stupid..
hahah, thats makes sense because i wont either to tell my parents that im not really good for that subject.
Because if i tell them they would kill me or even eat me alive.. :o .
hahah yeah they’ll really do that because my bro has never got a bad mark for his math.
He is just cool guy. Has many gf, smart, handsome, popular.
Thats just not me, i mean what to expect about me??
Im a LOSER well, thats true..but who cares about it?? I saw many movies about a loser who’ll become a hero.
But i’ve never seen a movie about a hero become a hero.. ;).
Or a popular people become a hero. Well, maybe thats why i can live any longer in this world.
Just because the thing that you think its big, it doesnt mean it will be create a big thing.
But the thing that you think its just a trash or small will make something big or even great.
I started to believe that when i saw the truth.
Can you see angelina jollie or michaell jackson they’re such amazing person
and how about harry style’s mother zayn’s mother or justin’s mother.
Hav you ever seen their mom or dad became a great actor/singer? .
well, i think you dont.. -_- but look now..!!! who has an amazing son?
I mean greater than angelina jollie’s kids or MJ’s kids??
They were not even popular and the world never knew them before.
But what they made? An amazing son right?
They were nothin and now became a hero (i mean to hav those amazing kids).
Look at MJ’s kids whos more popular? Anne cox’s son (harry styles) or MJ’s kid?
Well, i think we know the answer right? ;)
Can you see angelina jollie or michaell jackson they’re such amazing person
and how about harry style’s mother zayn’s mother or justin’s mother.
Hav you ever seen their mom or dad became a great actor/singer? .
well, i think you dont.. -_- but look now..!!! who has an amazing son?
I mean greater than angelina jollie’s kids or MJ’s kids??
They were not even popular and the world never knew them before.
But what they made? An amazing son right?
They were nothin and now became a hero (i mean to hav those amazing kids).
Look at MJ’s kids whos more popular? Anne cox’s son (harry styles) or MJ’s kid?
Well, i think we know the answer right? ;)
So guys, my message for you is
“never feel that you’re nothin or even worthless because
everything who small u’ll never know what it will become and everything
who big u’ll never know what it become” just live your life
dont do the stupid things like cut your self because u’re under trouble..
because its worthless. How if after those trouble u’ll become a rich or famous?
U’ll never know right? So believe that how difficult or how hard is your trouble is.
Everything can be resolve. Pray to god, and obey to your parents.. dont be so shy to the world.
Embrace your weirdness, but dont too over u’ll be really crazy then :P
“never feel that you’re nothin or even worthless because
everything who small u’ll never know what it will become and everything
who big u’ll never know what it become” just live your life
dont do the stupid things like cut your self because u’re under trouble..
because its worthless. How if after those trouble u’ll become a rich or famous?
U’ll never know right? So believe that how difficult or how hard is your trouble is.
Everything can be resolve. Pray to god, and obey to your parents.. dont be so shy to the world.
Embrace your weirdness, but dont too over u’ll be really crazy then :P